So, DWP says I'm fit for work and have stopped all payments to me, even though I suffer from an incurable degenerative disease, depression, anxiety, heart problems, liver problems, cant use my hands properly due to CTS circulation problems in my legs cant walk very far due to back etc etc.
I told the assessor I regularly had suicidal thoughts due to my long term health issues. But I'm fit for work apparently. I can't imagine a single job I could competently do. I feel like topping myself. I honestly believe that is what they want people in my situation to do.
End it all and be one less problem for them.
My heart is pounding in my chest at the moment due to this stress I feel. My arrhythmia is kicking in badly and I just want to be sick. ****s sake, what have I done to deserve this?
oh and the eye disease that has robbed me of sight. How would any of these ****ers like to live a day in my life and then declare themselves fit for work?
I know this may split consensus on here. But I'm just sat here almost panicking not knowing what to do and where to go from here. There is no way I can sleep. Oh and that's another thing, insomnia. Another thing totally ignored in the decision to stop all help to me.
I don't know what to do
I told the assessor I regularly had suicidal thoughts due to my long term health issues. But I'm fit for work apparently. I can't imagine a single job I could competently do. I feel like topping myself. I honestly believe that is what they want people in my situation to do.
End it all and be one less problem for them.
My heart is pounding in my chest at the moment due to this stress I feel. My arrhythmia is kicking in badly and I just want to be sick. ****s sake, what have I done to deserve this?
oh and the eye disease that has robbed me of sight. How would any of these ****ers like to live a day in my life and then declare themselves fit for work?
I know this may split consensus on here. But I'm just sat here almost panicking not knowing what to do and where to go from here. There is no way I can sleep. Oh and that's another thing, insomnia. Another thing totally ignored in the decision to stop all help to me.
I don't know what to do